Let's take an honest look at things.
There are some questions I've been struggling with, lately.
Like, why am I still crawling around this place if this is all I have?
What drags me out of bed in the morning?
5 years older, and nothing has changed..
It kind of makes me feel like I'm spinning-
Like my struggles mean nothing.
It's a lonely world I wake up to these days, without you there to help me.
And I don't know if I am missing you, or if something else has changed.
But all these answers that I'm getting, they aren't helping anything.
And I need to know- is it you behind their eyes that makes them look that way?
Why can't I have control over outside?
What's so wrong with all of my skin?
Sometimes I wish I could just crawl in a hole and live life in my head.
It's a lonely world I wake up to these days, without you there to help me.
And I don't know if I am missing you, or if something else has changed.
But all these answers that I'm getting, they aren't helping anything.
And I need to know- is it you behind their eyes that makes them look that way?